Video Phone - Beyonce & Lady GaGa

So it has definitely been WAY too long since my last post, so I shall try and bring you up to speed.

After work-filled days and liquor-present nights, my summer sadly came to close and I moved all my ish up to my new home in OT, ME. WAY diff from the town that U is in, but nevertheless, it is an apt, and BioBitch ( YES, we are living together again! :) ) and I are thoroughly happy. BrandyGirl is who we should really thank, because she is the one that picked us up and gave us our happy and pet-filled home! Though her pets are getting quite old, and her dog has leaked on our floor on more than one occasion.

The semester is well on its way, slash it is almost Turkey Day and I am stoked, because what does that mean? TWO WEEKS -> FINALS -> XMAS BREAK! (translation: alright! -> fook meee. -> FUCK YES!!!) Classes are going well, and I also got hired by Campus Rec to become one of the proud few IM Supervisors. Hah, I kid. I learned REAL quick that we supervisors are the biggest assholes on campus. All guys, except me and FH Girl. Yep. Well BarnYard works once in a while, but we don't really count her.

Being a supervisor has its ups and downs. It is super easy, which results in it being boring, but you meet SO MANY PEOPLE. Like right now, I've been hanging out with the Jap and his cuddy buddy Hunter. Jokes. They just act like they are, they're completely straight; they go to the gym, the play COD, they hunt together and they go to the bars together. I said "straight", right? Ah well. But they are super chill and gotta love them, for they are both adorable and fun little dudes.

Speaking of dudes, there have been none in my life this semester, for the most part. I mean, FishTank has asked me out a few times, and I did indulge on a few free meals, with BioBitch and her guy, buddy...toy(?) ANYWAYS. I must confess, I have been trying to follow this path of the straight and narrow, because ever since my whole ESPN crush has become slightly overbearing, I really haven't felt the need to get some dude's p in my vg. As of this past saturday night, my streak had been SEVEN MONTHS. I was SO good! And then I effed it up. With KiteSurfer, so I really don't regret it because he's one of the coolest guys I have ever met, and he's super nice and cute. But I couldn't help but feel reallyyy guilty. Guilty. Guilty. Guilty! Damn you, conscience. I was doing so well too.

BUT THERE'S NO USE IN CRYING OVER SPILLED MILK. Because with this certain series of events, I have come to the conclusion that I must stop acting like a pussy and finally tell ESPN how I feel by the next time we hang out. And considering that's about once every couple of weeks, I got plenty of time to build up the courage! HAHA.

Pros (of telling ESPN)
-we might be able to see each other more
-get to know him better
-watch fresh prince with him

Cons (of telling ESPN)
-HE DOES NOT FEEL THE SAME WAY AND WE NEVER HAVE THE SAME KIND OF RELATIONSHIP AGAIN.

So you know, seriously, that's a pretty big CON. I guess that's why I have delayed it for so long. And I need to tell him soon, because I feel like my little secret is getting to not be so secret amongst our co-workers, and if he didn't hear it from me, I'd feel like a super tool.

Alright, I think that's about it for now! :) BioBitch and I are going with a few people to watch the Leonid Meteor Shower! Sneak on to the V Golf Course with blankets, hot chocolate and warm clothes and it'll be a little campout! I'm so excited!!